Day 595

Did some NPC parties, tenuous job link admittedly but never mind. I must admit I'm sick of feeling everything I do is futile unless it's linked to the equally futile search for a job. But after 2 years 4 months it's hard to get excited about it.

Only a month till Christmas, hopefully this gloomy mood'll've lifted by then. Still, rather have gloom and futility than paranoia.

Pris soon. That's one thing I'm still interested in...