Day 648

Watched Pobol y Cwm.

Get the feeling I've got too comfortable here despite all the hassle and boredom. Living somewhere else entails the possibility of another disaster like 1989-90, and less backup vs. crime etc. I get the feeling a move'll have to wait on a motive. If I do things without a real motive they turn out rather badly - like uni.

I tell you though, one thing I miss about uni is the social contact; to some extent I had that Jan 1992 to Sep 1993, while M was here, but since she's been away things have got a lot more boring. It was good being able to go round hers and just arse about. Was that period a chance I missed or just an alleviatory bonus? It was good either way, especially now I miss it.