Day 498

Worked on FORTH (CREATE and ALLOT).

Think paranoia may be abating, certainly yields to examination more than it used to. Saturday tomorrow: don't enjoy it as much as I used to, whether I expect to go out or not. Wish I could find some way to advance things, been unemployed 25½ months now. This situation isn't going anywhere. When was the last time something really good happened to change everything? Meeting J I think, April 16th 1989.